Fear and Joy

I am finding myself in an interesting position. I am simultaneously more resolute about what I want and why, while also being more terrified of chasing after it than ever.  I am finding myself excited about what I am doing and who I am becoming. I am also finding that I am scared of what if I get it wrong? What if I am making the changes that I am making and I am wrong?

I guess the good thing about me is that I will push through no matter what.  I know that I have been through crap before and I have always come out the other side. I trust in me.  I trust in my ability to make what I want to happen happen.  I believe in you Ryan Lynch.

I am grateful for tickles.

I am grateful for Hailey saying daddy.

I am grateful for time with my parents.

I am grateful for getting to play with Nora.

I am grateful for doing what I need to do.

I am grateful for getting to see friends.

I am grateful for watching Hailey slide.

I am grateful for walks with Nora.

I am grateful for Amber being mine.

I am grateful for good clients.

I am grateful for being me.

I love my life! Thank you!

~Ryan Lynch